HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR! AND CHRISTMAS...AND HANNAKUH

Parties to be had and whatnot
got some fun games for christmas (BORDERLANDS ANYONE!?!?) <--Rape yo face in that game

uhh what else hockey stick and some stuff but yah

oh yah and due to jealousy taking over I'm going to start writing
EAT YOUR HEART OUT ARC! I SHALL WIN DAMN YOU!

so yah cool and music got Matisyahu-Youth/ Lupe Fiasco-Lupe Fiasco's food and liquor and Citizen Cope-The Clarence Greenwood recordings

it been a good year

Ok....well yah
I'm seriously F-in tired
So in the past to myself I used to say I hated how my life was progressing and the likes yadda yadda blah blah but now its all changed...and I got to say its really mediocre at best..Grass is always greener ya know. It keeps comin and I keep going (If that makes any sense) but yah I'm still tired but I think I know what Career I finally want to follow. I want to help people but I hate working with others to get to that point. I want to help but also be an individual.

I haven't been on a lot. But I think I'm getting slightly better at creating. But thats all we ever want to do. To play god. To be the master, and not even nature will be able to stop us. We've conquered a lot and we're closer than ever in creating from near nothingness.

But in the end we shall perish. Like a fire we need fuel but once the fuel is gone we shall live no longer.

If you believe in god or any sort of higher being consider this. It made us in It's image. If that were so why are so many of us "Defective" We are ALL defective and we can't stop it. (Hard as we try) So we take our anger out on others and everything. I want to stop that...But I know I can't...So I'll try to make a differnce in whatever small ways I can.

God is blind, he can not see our blight
God is deaf, he does not hear your pleas for help
God's hands are tied, he can not feel your suffering
I have to sleep now, for God's plight is even greater than ours. If he could see what he created Would he begin to sob? would he try to fix it? or would he try to eradicate it?

No one knows...

Watch this funny [link]

and in other news
I'm back from camping cut up my back leg but other than that it was fun got to fry up some food there too chicken was amazing the fries couldve used some salt but now I'm home and I got book to read and stuff to do yah



It is 9:21

I really feel like writing a short story. I got an idea set out and a basic plot line I just need character names, which should be easy but it is becoming one of the most annoying things. I'll probably get it up soonish or laterish

oh yah so I cut my foot up this week it was awesome....not the public pool has got to redo the bottom of the pool

so yah. And hey I just remebered what got me interested in trying to create art [link] I just really liked the look of it and how it was made

So yah Summer's unwinding and I feel like getting back into this site and a couple of other things before we head back to school.

Oh yah update bunch of things to keep whoever cares up to date


-Got Hair cut
-When to Camp Citta Scout Reservation
-Came Back from Citta and went to pool
-got sand in my hair
-Updated dA Journal

And now you know AND KNOWING IS HALF THE BATTLE (man G.I. Joe movie looks good)

Got to work on some stuff and Until I regain the urge to actually create with my hands I may resort to writing for a duration
Who knows.

ok so yah.....