Ok....well yah
I'm seriously F-in tired
So in the past to myself I used to say I hated how my life was progressing and the likes yadda yadda blah blah but now its all changed...and I got to say its really mediocre at best..Grass is always greener ya know. It keeps comin and I keep going (If that makes any sense) but yah I'm still tired but I think I know what Career I finally want to follow. I want to help people but I hate working with others to get to that point. I want to help but also be an individual.

I haven't been on a lot. But I think I'm getting slightly better at creating. But thats all we ever want to do. To play god. To be the master, and not even nature will be able to stop us. We've conquered a lot and we're closer than ever in creating from near nothingness.

But in the end we shall perish. Like a fire we need fuel but once the fuel is gone we shall live no longer.

If you believe in god or any sort of higher being consider this. It made us in It's image. If that were so why are so many of us "Defective" We are ALL defective and we can't stop it. (Hard as we try) So we take our anger out on others and everything. I want to stop that...But I know I can't...So I'll try to make a differnce in whatever small ways I can.

God is blind, he can not see our blight
God is deaf, he does not hear your pleas for help
God's hands are tied, he can not feel your suffering
I have to sleep now, for God's plight is even greater than ours. If he could see what he created Would he begin to sob? would he try to fix it? or would he try to eradicate it?

No one knows...